It's the day after the day that I showed up in prime time for the very first time ever which is pretty cool I guess. I suppose there was probably a day when I thought I would have spent the day before today out hoopin it up and feelin all good about finally getting to where I'm at now. I
It's been a crazy ass five years and a few months of livin this goofy ass dream. I hope that most of you guys have read my show history page if you maybe aren't completely up to speed with what I have been doing all these years to get me to where I'm at now. I think it's probably the only way for anyone to have any kind of actual understanding of where I might be going these days now that I have this interesting new show in prime time and I am about to dive back into another new adventure in latenight again in October. It's always cool for me when I meet people on the street who know all about the history of what I have been doing on Tv over the last five plus years. It's like they actually know me or it's at least as if they are interested in actually knowing me. It's cool!
Where was I, oh ya, its the day after the day that I first showed up in prime time and although there was probably a day when I would have thought I would have been hoopin it up yesterday and feelin all good about where I'm at today, what I actually ended up doing was working my ass off until 3:00am this morning on stuff.
Turns out this isn't the time for me to be hoopin it up and feelin all awesome and good about stuff. This is the time I need to be working harder than I have ever worked on getting to where I want to get to next. What I have been doing for the last five years won't matter at all if I don't do something in the next five years and I hope,I mean I really really hope all of you guys end up sticking around for the ride.
......I just got a call from my Mom and apparently an interview I did with ET Canada was suppose to air tonight at 7:oopm but my Mom said that it didn't. She seemed pretty disapointed and I'm sure she had told all her friends to watch ET Canada tonigth so I feel kinda bummed out for her right now. Personally, I couldn't give a rats ass and I can't afford to be disappointed and bummed out every time you get kicked in the nuts or thrown a bit of a curve ball.
I've come to realize that this is what this bussiness is all about and its just how things work. Things go well, you feel happy and then things don't go so well or go really bad and you feel crappy! The key is to not feel all crappy every time things don't go so well!
It's not like I don't want to enjoy a little bit of life for a change, it's just that I think you probably should't enjoy yourself for too long. That's what going to the cottage is for, enjoying life! Building a carreer in the entertainment industry is a shit load of work and a complete mind tweek most of the time. Someday I'm sure I will stop feeling like I have to work so hard at it all but that will be the day when there is nothing left to work towards or nobody is reading this blog any more and it's probably time to just pack it all in.
I'm having Kraft Dinner again for supper tonight for the third night in a row. It reminds me of being in school and feeling like eveything is still all ahead of me. It's a good feeling.
Never cook all the noodles in the box and never ever, ever cook the noodles for more than seven minutes trust me.
Later guys, time to go eat.